I co będę z tego mieć?

- No wiem pan! Jak tak można!?
- To nie wypada...
- Jak mógł pan tak zrobić...?
Prawdopodobnie niektóre z tych zdań usłyszał każdy z nas. Oczywiście, uwzględniając płeć.
I jak ja mogę być ciągle tą jędzą? Jak ja mogę wam to robić, co? Ludzie, którzy coś dla mnie znaczą często spotykają się z moim jadem. I tym wzrokiem, homo homini lupus... Kocham wilki.

The sky is clear now. Well, not really. It's past 9 p.m. And I can see the stars, shining brightly and twinkling.
To who? Or for who? I'm not good at prepositions or whatever they are called.
English is fine. Lingua Franca as it's known.
I've made a decision. Not so connected with my feelings, but also you can call it worth thinking about.
Future? What it has for you? Hidden in the darkest place...
The light?
Or the tunnel?
Or both?
But... On the other hand, what are you waiting for?
For the applause? The answer should be - yes.
In my sarcastic and quizzical mind, yes. Just waiting for the applause in that sick world. Full of madness.
Well, but in the end of life you don't have the applause.
Just cold and gloomy coffin.
Or not just it. Maybe Heaven? Maybe yes. Why not?
Why not wait for the best? Why don't want to fulfill your dreams?
Have dreams. But help them come true.
If you want to.
And yes, you want to.
You should want.
Yes?
Please say yes...!